destroy my dreams, because I’ll never succeed.
August 2009
I’m sorry if I pushed you away.
merricat : songsyouusedtolove: Radiohead - Creep
It won’t be long until you’re running
It won’t be long until you’re running
Cause I’m evil
Cause I’m evil.” —Bat For Lashes (via merricat)
And I hate it. I hate being the stupid friend. I hate being the fatter friend. I hate being the jobless friend. I hate being the lazy friend. I hate being the anti social friend. I hate being ugly friend. I hate the fact that’s who I am. And I can’t change a damn thing.
lowfidelity: (via cutewithoutthee)
I’m so happy I’m not dating anyone right now.
IF YOU TRIED THAT WITH A SHARK, YOU’D LOSE A LIMB.
I just flat out ignore her, but things are going to change. From now on, you and me will be best friends! (:
If I could walk on water, If could tell you what’s next.
Make you believe, make you forget.
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips.
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips.
Just pull me down hard,
And drown me in love.
- Matt Nathanson
Oh my God, this hurts like hell
Tell me, doctor, how to shake
A waking nightmare that is only
Worse when I am sleeping
It’s not so easy, caving in
I’m gonna send a little rain to pour down on you
Rain that makes the flowers bloom
Rain to leave you all alone
That keeps eyelashes falling
And wishes washed away
grayskymorning : (via precipice)
I’m on my knees, begging you to notice me.
I’m on my knees, Father will you turn to me?
Hold My Heart - Tenth Avenue NorthOne tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain.
Could the maker of the stars,
hear the sound of my breakin’ heart?
One light, that’s all I am.
Right now I can barely stand.
If you’re everything you say you are,
won’t you come close and hold my heart.
Lift your heart up beyond the sounds you hear, and let everything fall close behind.
(via grayskymorning)
Oh how I wish it could be that simple. I try to keep my high spirits, my motivation, my determination, but somedays I can’t help to find it hopeless.
I can hold everything close to my heart. Unlike you, it’s not made of steel. You’d think that since our time fades away as the days pass, that I could care less now. But it’s hard to forget someone who helped me develop into the person I am this very day. I wish I could runaway from you, because being this close will be the death of me. I don’t regret our time. I never will, I can promise that. I can also promise that you were special to me. And on the other side… I’m happy I was able to learn from you. I’m happy that you were a chapter in my life, but I’m just going to keep writing, with or with out you in the future text. I know you understand, because you wrapped me up in a sentence ages ago.
Just let it dance inside your head. Feel it pulsing in your veins. Don’t let it stop.
- Death Cab for Cutie - Summer SkinSqueaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water’s warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin
I don’t recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin
On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn’t win
Cause the season’s change was a conduit
And we’d left our love in our summer skin