July 2011
“You’ve been famous since your birth
And a silent one it was,
Til they told me it was a girl
And everybody gasped.
I know how to raise you right,
Teach you how to read
And your maths and alphabet
And how to be polite.
You’ve been famous since your birth
And a silent one it was,
Til they told me it was a girl
And everybody said
You and your atlas know it all
Let the corners curl;
Cause if you go by night
You’ll hit the coast for sure.
It’s a ruse, it’s a laugh
Experts, they’d agree.
Listen to the math
Australopithecine,
Rekindle your heart.
These hospital machines
Are state of the art.
I’ve put down my middle name
In the back of her book
And signed it just in case
Our walk was over love.
Cause I’ve got one more up my sleeve.
Bring it out tonight
Cause if I am the joke
Then you’re the punchline.
It’s a ruse, it’s a laugh
Experts, they’d agree
Listen to the math.
Australopithecine,
Rekindle your heart.
These hospital machines
Are state of the art.
But it’s the art of the state…
That’s gonna keep me awake.
I need a second opinion
Not a second to waste.”
I was looking through old school binders and I found my school planner. I noticed something…
December 2010:
Take Megan to Seattle, WA.
I almost cried, haha. I miss you girl.
As long as the sky exists
And as long as there are sentient being,
May I remain to help
Relieve them of all their pain.
What do you depend on,
When you lie awake at night?
Which lullabies sing you to sleep,
Before the alarm of light?
Close your eyes, tell me what you see.
I can’t stop the tears, it’s gravity.
Pull me in closer, heart to heart.
Arms coiled so tight, never apart.
Your taste swims through my veins
Your warmth keeps sparking the flame.
I can’t explain it,
I can’t tell you why.
Why I stay awake at night,
Just letting myself cry.
Through the collections of merit of my giving, morality, patience, effort, concentration, and wisdom, may I achieve Buddhahood in order to help all beings.” —
This is by far the best morning in my life!
Tell Me What To Swallow ~ Crystal Castles
I think I’ll take a shower, and hopefully wash off some of this patheticness.
My scrapbook
Lynde
Name for a girl who is mature, likes to hang with friends and talk. Can procrastinate at some points and likes to complain about things. Boys fall hard for her and take the break ups very hard.Lynde is a girl in my class.
buy lynde mugs & shirts
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Jun 3, 2008 please just wait some timeCurrent mood:
ashamed ever felt like you were so ashamed of yourself
ashamed by the way you look
the way your body never fits with how you want it
ashamed so much that you eat the feeling to something numb
welcome to everyday of my life
im never happy with myself
i have no idea what to do
nomatter what i do
i cant be pleased with who i am
im never good enough
not smart
not pretty
im moody
my inner thoughts make myself a complete bitch
im too scared for a relationship.
because im already a disappointment to myself
my friends and family
i dont want to be a mistake to fall in love.- 2:18 AM
Skinny Girl Diet = A 30 day intake plan that starts on a monday (red days being weekends). August = A 31 day month, the 1st being on a Monday. In my eyes, the perfect month for the execution of the SGD. Please note: When I say this is the perfect month for the SGD I am referring only to…
June On The West Coast by Bright Eyes
sweet transvestite || rocky horror picture show
You don’t know me.
But that’s how I am. I push the people closest away, and end up alone once again. I fall asleep every night empty inside. I cry a couple times a day, because I know that no one can hear me. Things change, but people stay the same; I’ll always remain this way…
Oh tumble spam! It doesn’t get more hilarious than this.